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This memorial website was created in the memory of my little man Craig Sillitoe -. Taylor who was born asleep at Leicester Royal Infermary, on November 26th 2005 , i will remember him forever.



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I miss you.x / Sammi (Sister.x)
evryone at home misses you and just because we have Charlie doesnt mean weve forgotten about you.x.x.x Charlie would have loved you. hes still not crawling yet... it would have been strange with you here though hearing your little footsteps in ...
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... / Zoe Lee (Big Sister )
Hey Little Man...
Im sorry I haven't been to visit you lately babe.Just can't bring myself to go in...Reminds me on my baby :(I hope your looking after your neice/nephewAnd not being mean to him/her.Tell baby that mummy and daddy misses him/her...
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so sorry u fell asleep / Kevin Parton (friend)
theres not a lot i can say wee man but im sure of one thing that paul (haywirerope) will be looking after u till rox and ur dad can be reunited with you sleep till then we man night night
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happy easter / Debbie Mummy To Jadyn (friend of family )
hi matey hope you like your thomas easter egg,have a great easter love from all of us,p.s.dont let jadyn eat too many hehehe xxx
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its nearly your birthday, happy birthday mate. / Sian Taylor (big sister )
it hurts to say this but i just wanted to say, your nearly 2. i just wish you could be here. you would have had a great life her with your big brothers: mark, paul and bod. and your big sisters: sam, me and zoe.i just wish i could have been there wit...
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happy easter little man / Debbie Snell (jadyns mammy ) Read >> |
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Craig xxxx / Tracey Jones (mom's friend ) Read >> |
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happy xmas sweetie / Debbie Mammy To Angel Jadyn (friend) Read >> |
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happy birthday angel / Jo Baudrey Read >> |
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happy 1st birthday xxxx / Claire Thorpe (friend of sands n debz ) Read >> |
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happy birthday / Sammy Read >> |
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Craigs 1st birthday / Valerie Murphy (Friend of Debbie ) Read >> |
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happy 1st birthday xx / Debbie Mammy To Angel Jadyn Read >> |
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His legacy |
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~~ Craig -John ~~ 
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Craig , was born asleep Nov 26th 2005, after being told he was due to be delivered i suffered an abruption, where i lost him at 32 weeks & 1 day he weighed 3lb 8 oz & was 17.5 inches long. I had a scan on the Monday 21st Nov 2006 his body had already slowed down growing the blood flow was slowing down after a dopler scan result showed, i was asked to go back on the Tuesday 22nd,i was told i had to be admitted as the dopler showed no better & i would be delivered & sent home within 2 weeks , i telephoned Craigs dad told him the news, went to hospital all ready , i was told to have a lung booster ready in case i had to be delivered on the Tuesday night after being admitted a following injection on the Wednesday ,had no news of delivery Craigs movements slowed down , still nothing was put on C.T.G monitors , still not many movements ,nurses said everything was ok , Craigs dad came to see me with clothes nappies as we were told he was only 2 lb ish . Wed , Thur, he came to see me still we had not heard Fri came i was on a c.t.g monitor for 2 hours was told twice i was going to have to be delivered wasnt Then Saturday 26th ,i felt a pop within me , was put on the c.t.g found no heart beat was rushed upstairs to labour ward put on another monitor to be told " sorry we cant find a heart beat , your baby has died "
all i could do was cry
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An Angel never dies
Don't let them say I wasn't born That something stopped my heart, I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was not worthy of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul, What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that "It wasn't meant to be,
God doesn't make mistakes",
But that won't suffer your worst blow, or make your heart not ache,
I'm watching over all you do, Another child you'll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That im always there,
There'll come a time, I promise you,
when you will hold my hand stroke my face, and kiss my lips, and then you'll understand.
Although I've never breathed your air,
or gazed into you eyes,
That doesn't mean I never "was" - An angel never dies.

In a baby castle,
my baby plays with angels’ toys,
which money cannot buy,
who am I to wish him back,
into this world of strife?
no, play on my darling baby,
for you have eternal life.
At night when all is silent
and sleep forsakes my eyes,
i call for Craig ,so softly
and he’ll be there by my side.
His little hands caress me,
so tenderly and sweet,
I breathe a prayer
and close my eyes
and cuddle him in my sleep.



Now I have had a treasure
that I rate above all other,
I will always love him,
for I am still his mother






 

 
 

  


A FATHER'S GRIEF
It must be very difficult to be a man in grief since "men don't cry " and "men are strong" no tears can bring relief

It must be very difficult to stand up to the test and Field calls and visitors so that she can get some rest

They always ask if she's alright and what shes going through but seldom take his own handand ask "My friend,how are you ? "

He hears her cry in the night and thinks his heart will break he dries her tears and comforts her but " Stays strong " for her sake

It must be very difficult to start each day anew and try to be so very brave Because he lost his little boy too.

Craig . Oh how i long for you Ten months have passed What do i do ?
The tears still flow Its a long road " be strong " im told but they just dont know
My heart it aches to be with you is this a bad dream ? It doesn't seem true
I feel you are with me blocking the pain I feel a comfort , a calmness I can't explain
Everywhere i look Everywhere i go I feel your with me I feel a presence ..a lifting glow
This is you beside me the comfort is so pure words can't describe this feeling i endure
I will feel this forever and forever you'll be in my heart and beside me gently guiding me
This is our closest bond now although the cord has gone you are always in my life my precious little son.
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Craig's Photo Album |
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| First scan pic Aug 10th 2005 |
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